Look at this Dad ! :'(

Hey Dad look at me !
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according o plan ?
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do .
But it hurts when you disapprove all along !

And now I try hard to make it .
I just wanna make you proud !
I'm never gonna be good enough for you :'(
I can't pretend that I'm alright
And you can't change me !

'Cause we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry , I can't be Perfect
Now it's just too late
And we can't go back now
I'm sorry , I can't be Perfect

I try not to think , about the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore :'(

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good
Enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright

Nothing's gonna change
The things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand !! :'(